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Hearing Edith Godwins voice he pushed the speaker phone button and replied as he continued his work, I am here, Edith. Hello Li. Isnt this a beautiful morning? The garden really breaks loose with everything when it gets a good dousing at this time of year. That rain we had a few days ago was just what it needed. I have opened the door wide, replied Li. I too love the sunshine, even though rain has its own beauty, as you say. The sound of it falling from the sky is the music of life. Without it we would shortly have nothing. You certainly have that right, and you express it so eloquently. Li stood back a little and admired his flowers as he said, It is good to hear from youso early in the morning. Laughter surrounded the flowers. Youve anticipated my thoughts againand I do want something. It is yours if I have the ability to give it, came the willing offer, as Li sat down at his low table and poured himself tea which had been brewing in a little ancient teapot while he had been busy cutting and arranging the flowers. I am having tea. I now make believe you are here with me also enjoying it and the flowers I have just brought in. They are fine delphiniums which I have taken from the plants you gave me. Im enjoying the tea and admiring the flowers, returned Edith, sharing through space as they often did. Im so glad the plants did well. Slugs and snails are so eager to clear them off, given half a chance. Anas friend Chin is very good at finding a meal among the greenery. Im sure he had something to do with it, Li told her, giving praise where it was due. Maybe I should get a tortoise like Chin to help with controlling the villains among the flowers, but I rely on the frogs and garden snakes and the hungry spiders to keep things in order, and speaking of snakesI feel dragons aroundthe wrong kind. I knew it was something other than gardens which brought you to my house this morning, was the reply with conviction in it. Just something which has been bothering me a little. I was sitting here wonderingare you busy this morning? Its David. Ever since he came back from his trip to the barge he just stays up in his room playing mournful music on his flute, or else he goes and hides at his office. He was quiet enough before he left but this is getting to be a bit much. Im used to a lot of happy noise. He keeps saying hes fine and coming up with phoney smiles. I know his leg must be bothersome, butIm suspecting its his head. I too have noticed much quietness lately, agreed Li. It is not like him. Id hoped, Edith told him, That now hes won his court case, hed be absolutely ecstatic in that way of his, but apart from a subdued blowout with his buddies that evening and the little celebration dinner we had theres been nothing. Not like him at all. Hes gone to his barge office again this morning saying he has to keep up with his work. When David starts thinking about work I start thinking about David. Is it perhaps the loss of the young lady he has been escorting lately? enquired Li, knowing of the break between David and Tina. I have not heard from him since he came back two days ago, Li told her. I did leave a message on his answering machine, but when I get no reply from thatI leave it alone, knowing it is what he wants and that he will get to me. I hope to hear from him soon. It is not his way to remain silent for too long. Has he told you much about the trip? Not really. We had tea as we always do when he comes back, but this time it was late, and he went to bed quickly, saying he was tired, and he looked it. He just told me that the casino had been wrecked and there were people living there nowsome children and an old seaman and his lawyerof all people. Very oddhes usually so animated when he comes back from a sail. I think getting stuck with my company all day and having to ask me for help all the time is making him think hes a nuisance and he doesnt want to bother me any further. I know theres something eating him but he hasnt come out with it. I think its been accumulating. This past year or so hasnt been good to him. You are right with that, agreed Li. He was always so busy going everywhere and doing everything that it was difficult for him to have such restraints put on him, and now this further mishap with his leg and the discovery of his vandalised barge. I thought maybe you could dig around a littlehave a talk with him in that way you have of reaching him. You would like me to become a mole. Do you think you could spare the time to just drop in on him this morning and have a go? It would probably cheer him up. I will do this, Li gave his ready assent. I have not planned my day yet. He will be first priority. Ill tell you what Ive been thinking, and you can maybe try it out on him and add some of your own, suggested Edith. We are plotting and planning again, laughed Li. I think he already suspects me of undercover activities, but let me have yours. Now that I consider it, I feel weve been neglecting himnot in the every day sense, but perhaps for some time now. We left him alone to mind his own business quite awhile back, but even the smartest of us will get lost and wander off into the woods every so often, and hes always been one to roam farther than is safe. He enjoyed the involvement with the construction of the casino so much, it was as though he were off in another dimension but, in retrospect, maybe we should have discouraged him from it, except it seemed like such aharmless fun thing at the timefor all of us. This feeling has been with me ever since the arrest, Li told her. I have since felt more guilt than was his. It is true we left him to his own ways, which of course is as it should be, but a little advice here and there such as we have been doing recently is perhaps acceptable. He is so volatile and immediate, it may be such a one needs a little ongoing guidance and a brake for his ever exploding ideas. It is not that he will not listen, it is that we do not speak. We also have strayed into the woods by standing by as he did so. As you say, we were afraid that we were interfering with his life, but as sailors look for guidance to a lighthouse, so perhaps he looks to us as such. We are the only ones to whom he can turn for discussion of his ideas and problems. Is it possible that we have retired the light too soon? Well, if so, wed better quickly set it back in service again, was the remedy offered. We have been influencing what goes on with him recently, but that was more circumstantial than voluntary. I wouldnt want him to become one of those people who lose their way because no one says anything helpful when its needed. It may be that we have come to our dark lighthouse in time. We have been holding back from telling him which way to steer, but a little help with the navigating when things get difficult might not be out of line. I will visit him this morning and see if we are right. Thanks so much Li. I thought this evening the four of us might have one of our get-togethers... . - - -
Sun hit the water outside the barge office with concentrated enthusiasm, as though it also knew that the occupant within needed a cheering friend. It dusted the shadows off the colourfully painted office and made sure that everything looked bright and happy. It shone up the faces of the geraniums sitting in two big pots, one at either end of the shack, and set the hanging baskets of blue pansies and ivy to lilting. The deck itself, which had been hosed off, still glistened from its shower, and Sun towelled it off briskly, raising little spirals of steam as a warming finish to the cold water washing. Inside, David sat at his desk, papers before him there, but his eyes were far out over the water and his thoughts farther away, at Shalisa Creek Bay, as he debated with himself about things which had happened there. This self-debriefing of events was not coming up with very positive results. It wasnt until Ulf and Gurth gave a couple of soft barks, that he brought his mind back to the office as the door opened and Yu Ching Li came in. Hey!Liwhat a nice surprise. What brings you here this morning? Let us say I wanted to contemplate a problem and I thought this place and your company would be exactly right for it. Problem? Anything I might help with? Oh, it is only a request from a friend which I hope I may be able to do something about. I have brought flowers for the space on your desk which has been empty while you were away. Li hung his jacket on a stubby branch of the coat stand David had made from a salvaged young maple tree trunk, having noted that the door to the office had been closed on such a sunny day, which was unlike the usual exuberant nature of the occupant, saying, Dont get up. I will take care of the flowers. Thanks Li. I am a bit slow these days. It is unfortunate, but it will mend. Sure will take its time, returned David glumly. Good thing it wasnt my arm. At least I can still play my flute. Want a cup of coffee or something? I will do the honour of putting on the coffee pot if you will allow me, offered Li, filling the vase with water and taking it and the flowers over to the desk. There. While I do so, you may have the pleasure of arranging them. Some mornings friends are uppermost in our minds, and today you are at the top of that list because I need a friendly place to relax in while my thoughts gain cohesion, so I have come to your cosy office. This is a good spot for it. Im doing the same thing myself. Lets disable the phone here and have it all to ourselves, replied David as he pulled the jack on the phone and pushed his cell to the back of his desk. He was silent for moment, then gave Li a searching look and confessed with a little laugh, Ive been sprouting beansyou know that, dont you. Since you did not return my callyes. Came to get it in person huh? I am sure you will forgive my unannounced visit, smiled Li. Love em. Actually, I was just going to call you. Got tired of my own thoughts and company. Do you think maybe a fast game of chess might help to stimulate your thought processes? With you it is always fast, laughed Li. And I believe I am needing just such an engagement this morning. You are not tied up with affairs? No, only one appointment this morning, returned David, as he reached in a drawer, took out his chessboard and began setting up the pieces, How about finishing those two games we left hanging some time ago? Two?! exclaimed Li. Yeah. One from the computer and one in which you were slaughtering me when we got interrupted hereremember? I do remember the interruption but how can you recall the game? No problem. Its like remembering music. What are the stakes going to be? Mmmsince you have brought up the subject of musicshould I succeed, let yours be from your flute. I will give you a themeyour own carefree outgoing self. Li got the raised eyebrow treatment of surprised consideration. Well, if thats the way its going to beif I become the masteryoull have to give me a poem on silence as a creative tool for sound. Li gave him back the raised eyebrows and his wide-opened eyes as he pulled a chair over to the desk. We are very thoughtful this morning. Lets start with the slaughter, came the reply. Forgetting, Li reached into his pocket and brought out his case of cigars, then, seeing Davids eyes following the action and the look of resignation on the younger mans face, he quickly put them back again. You can have one if you want, David told him. Just because Ive quit doesnt mean the rest of the world has to. I could not be so insensitive and impolite, smiled Li. Forgive my memory slip. Sure do miss em, returned David with a little sigh, followed by a half-hearted smile to mitigate the complaint, But a deals a deal. You could light one up and I could sniff the smoke. I would not tempt you so, came the considerate reply. Ive sniffed a few others, David laughed with a wry face. If that is as close as you come to breaking your word you are honourable indeed. Sometimes I think maybe I carry it a bit too far, was the other mans opinion. You had a quiet stay at the bay this time out? enquired Li, discreetly changing the subject. Not really. Sure was a surprise to find a real live tenant backing up that receipt I got, and some castaway kids, and to top it all offRose Hold. That is your lawyer whom I have met? Yeah. You rememberthat was her home base and why I won my case. Well, shes back there again. Quit her practice and went back home. Thats why I couldnt get in touch with her before. Shes going to check over some contracts for me. Ill fly them out to her sometime when the planes ready again. No doubt you will be returning often with TJUTELA to the bay now you have friends there, suggested Li. Dont think so Li. Navigatings getting a bit dicey there. Too many soggers and hidden rocks. Li didnt take that remark literally. You have never been troubled with these obstacles before, was his rejoinder. You know the area well. True, but I sort of have the feeling I could run aground in some places if I dont watch it. I dont want to get a dose of over-confidence and push my luck. Maybe Ill look for new waters to cruise. Perhaps you are already sailing them, responded Li. Real waters Li, real waters, corrected David. Of course, agreed Li, Of course. Whats this of course response youve adopted lately Li? It meansof course. You are a navigatorit means everything is proceeding in the right direction which you have chosendoes it not? Geeze! Id better start recalculating then, because lately nothing seems to be headed where I figuredLi, I got bad vibes at the bay this time out. <Could it be that the people David just spoke of have more to do with this latest quiet retreat into himself than either I or Edith realised? Perhaps he has been made unwelcome there, which would be a great misfortune. He has a deep fondness for that place.> Li got up, poured the coffee and brought the mugs back to the desk, asking, How so? David took a sip from his mug and then continued, slightly hesitant, Not from anyone elsefrom myself. I felt there were dragons around waiting to pull me back into the water and, worse than thatI was the one bringing them in. He stopped for a moment, then added, Am I being childishtalking about dragons? Yu Ching Li received an unexpected shock. Has it been so long since we have spoken together of such that you now feel you must put distance between us? he returned, distressed. If so, I have indeed myself been too reserved, believing it was as you wished. You and I have grown up together with dragons, since you were a young boy, and I, that much younger than I am now. If you so desire, we can speak of it as allegory, which is reasonable logic, but it has always been our way. I had neveruntil this very momentquestioned our dragons. Li saw the relief come into the younger mans face as David said, Stuff the logical category. I think Im as hooked on dragons as I am on gambling. They restore my faith in magicand maybe in myself. That other world has been my sanctuary. We are both of that mind, smiled Li, also relieved that reality had not destroyed the possibility of creative, imaginative worlds. I dont know what it was at the bay, but I just felt uneasy with myself. It was kind of disturbing to find everything changed so much. This time I felt I had no business being in there with my big ideas about money making. That sort of thing doesnt belong there anymore. I wanted to run home like a scared kidas though I were lost and didnt know where I was at. The feelings you describe having sensed are perhaps to be investigated. You say things have changed. It may be that what seemed right to you when you first entered there has since shifted in your mind. One must always be ready for change. The stressful times we have come through recently have made us all question things. It is perhaps good that we recognise a need to be flexible. Butyou doubt yourself?! Doubt is corrosive. It does not belong with you. Where has this doubt come from? The past year? You got it, and then some. That was something we all swallowed as a salutary bitter. It was good for our systems. It reminded us that the sea is cold and deep and filled with violent creatures ready to eat us. He paused, seeing the thoughtful attention of the younger man, then continued, You know there is the belief that dragons are considered both good and bad. Those who are on the other side of clouds have lost themselves. Their scales no longer shine. Their fire has cooled and has no warmth. Their eyes cannot see through clouds. They see only dullness. They strike out at everything, and harm not only themselves but those around them with their violence. Especially, they are jealous of bright and beautiful. They lurk, waiting to prey on such. It is difficult to avoid being dragged into that realm of grey coldness and indifference by these others. It must be resisted stronglyI know this of myself. The coldness of these others has chilled your spirits, that is all. There is sunshine now and we all see clearly again. After a silence David responded, Guess Ive been in a deep fog. Two days in jail and a lot of harassment later, and now I feel vulnerable and out in the open and having to constantly repel attack. Im watching things I never paid much attention to before, suspecting everyone and everything, including my own shadow, but I dont like being so constantly on guard. Ive thought a lot about it for some time now. Ill have to watch my back in future. Once something like this happens people start looking for gaps where our scales should meet. It is well to be on guard, and perhaps we are guilty of not having done so enough, but one must not suspect everything, came the opinion. If you find now you are not so openperhaps this needs your adjustment. We must face these situations with our own certainty. It is perhaps natural that you should doubt yourself when so many others have tried so hard to convince you that you were wrong. Once we have realised there is a problem we take steps to solve it. Your own firmness is required here. Its justI feel like Im running aground in a swift current without a rudder. Everything seems to be moving out of my control now. Guess thats why Ive been hiding out. I need to think things over. Retreat to quiet places is an honourable defence when used for such a reflective purpose, responded Li, But it is not a permanent solution. Hermit behaviour has never been part of your makeup. I would not like to see you become remote and sequestered. Now that you have your freedom again, this will pass quickly away I am sure. I know you to be thoughtful and a lover of solitary places, but when you have come back from that it has always been with laughter, music and new ideas. Well, my solitary place is full of people now and the new idea I took there this time got done away with very quickly, David told him. Didnt get much music in either. David considered the chess board, made his move then continued, Ah! The comment was one of deeper understanding. <Our young dragons collision with the hard world has demoralised him. Now, as he considers others, he thinks very seriously of matters. This perhaps should have happened earlier in his rather wayward career. He has been left somewhat bewildered and defensive.> This has indeed been a stern lesson for all of us, Li told him. We did become careless andperhaps even a little arrogant. That is deadly for dragons, as we discovered. Just as you found those close to you threatened, Ana is a trusting and happy follower whom I must also remember to protect. We who were with you shared your awareness of the tiger which is always lurking and also knew of its bite, but we chose to take a chance. It is in our nature. Perhaps we were remiss in not looking further as to the effect of that bite. We must learn how far to push without toppling things. We leaned too hard, without gauging what would happen if our house of cards came down around us. Innocents like your parents and Ulf and Gurth were also carried alongthat was unforeseen. We allowed ourselves to forget this and also what lies below in the sea, waiting. David watched silently while Li made a move he could counter, but which he chose not to because he wanted very much to hear what Li might have to say about his own recent opinion of his carefree and outgoing self. Li noted the silence. Usually their games were punctuated with little remarks of laughing triumph or warning such as clouds are present or a dragon has not been wise or gottcha. This game had been very quiet from the beginning, but he took this particular silence toward his move as a warning, regarding the board as he removed his hand from the piece, realising what he had done wrong, and getting a surprise when his ordinarily swift and brilliant opponent did nothing about it. He had expected a gottcha but instead David said thoughtfully, Youre right. Ive been pretty foolish, and thinking that the bay was all mine and would never change was about the stupidest thing of all. <My young friend has been made to see that his enchanting bay must now be shared with others who may also view it in that light.> We must all remember, cautioned Li, That the world is not ours alone, although sometimes it is wonderful when everything seems to go our way, but have you thought how interesting it now might be, having someone to share your joy in the bay with? Rose Holds a lawyer Li. I dont think shes into dragons andteddybears. Shed probably think I was a case of arrested mental development. <It was of all at the bay I spoke. He has told me of whom he is thinking about there. This is indeed interesting.> One must not make judgements too quickly. You have just said yourself you really do not know what she is like. As you are aware, one cannot discover the contents of a book by studying its cover. Perhaps neither you nor she has reached the point of opening this new book and turning its pages yet. Got me there. I retract. You must also lose this concept stupid. We both know it is untrue. I dont knowId better start being more cautious before I dump that. Ive neglected to think about the clouds and the sea and the path I was walking. Ive just taken for granted the idea that what I was doing was great. Thank you for reminding me also, for I might have saved us, Li said, revealing his guilty feelings as he himself opened up to the younger man, It was I who put the killer of dragons into our midst at the casino, but my sight was clouded by my heart. Number One Son did not succeed, but it is well to know how to protect ourselves against such attacks in future. I must not put us in such danger again. It wasnt your doing Li, David disagreed. He was just an angry kid who got used, and I probably should have seen it coming. I knew what was out there too. If those who turned us in had wanted only me Id have dodged and taken my whacksprobably got off with a fine, butit spread like oil on water, out to kill everything. It was vicious. After my arrest the vultures who gathered, waiting for my carcass, werent just after me. They wanted to get others. They used me to go after anybody they could drag in indiscriminatelyand they wanted a body, not just a fine. We must now concentrate on how to recover from this incident, encouraged Li. Perhaps we have both been too negligent, but this does not mean that life is now one large oily pool of trouble. We are above it once more. Let us take precautions to see that it remains that way. I too have thought much on this. Your Grandmother, you and I have tried hard to keep our little mischiefs in check. We know we have faults, and we forgot those around us. Guess were the advance guard and should know better, commented David. Too wrapped up in our own ideas. We have forgotten, in our busy lives, not to be too intent on things other than those which lead to the right way, and peace of mind. There was silence between the two as the game was played out. Ahhave you let me win for a change? Mate! You concede? Let us have your music then. David laughed a little, picked up the flute lying on his desk, played five notes up and the same five down again in a minor key and put the flute down. Li waited, then realising there would be no more he remarked, That is it? Thats it. I asked for your carefree outgoing self. I know this is not it. It is now, replied David, resetting the chessmen. This last year has taught me not to be so carefree and outgoing. Guess maybe carefree and outgoing doesnt describe me anymore. Maybe just as well, since all it did was get me into trouble up to now. Carefree and outgoing, explained Li carefully, Are good things in my eyes, especially in the honest, happy manner you have always used. Perhaps you took my use of the word carefree the wrong way. It was to mean joyful optimism in spite of everything, not as the term care-less. Well I sure havent felt too joyful lately. It is to be hoped that it is only a stone in the path, Li told him with a smile hiding concern. Maybe, but Im not sure I like being seen as a foolish joker anymore. Even the kids at the bay thought I was a joke, to say nothing of Rose Hold. Im sure she figures I should calm down and act like a normal human being. <His visit to the bay does not seem to have been a happy one. I can understand that finding his delightful creation in ruins did not help his spirits any and his unexpected meeting with his lawyer does not seem to have gone too well.> What would lead you to believe that she would want you to join the ranks of the plain and ordinary? Perhaps she herself has had too much of this and sees you as something entirely other. Remembering his conversation with Rose when she had said, I hope you dont change, David agreed, Hadnt thought of it that way Li. Its just thatother than you and Gram and Ana, Ive reached the point where Id like to earn the respect of someone else I respect myself. <Even more interesting. I have never heard him suggest that he wanted respect from a young woman. That has always gone from him to the other, and he seemed rather to look for approval.> Perhaps she sees only your fire and flashing scales and does not know what lies beneath this bright exterior. If, as you say, she thinks as a lawyer, of course she mistrusts this fascinating display. It is for you to show what true depth is covered by such a charming façade. You think she sees me as a flamboyant, shallow, conceited person? The way things have been turning out, I figure Id better shut up and quit being a clown. Your move, Li. This would be sad indeed. The world needs jesters. They are the laughter and the wisdom of the world. Maybe I laugh too much and dont have enough wisdom, returned David, considering his move. Im learning that theres another world out there with a different set of rules to mine. I cant apply my ideas of what I think ought to go on in the universe anymore, because if I do I get taken. If Im dealing with a cheat Id better learn his rules fast, if he has any, and start treating him the way he treats me. QR6 Li. Li looked at his friend and felt alarm. <He has been wounded too deeply. He has found that the world does not necessarily give back in kind what is put forth. His, generous, trusting attitude has become definitely wary. He begins to think of becoming sharp and unforgiving, like those he deals with. I would not like to see him become bitter and hard like these others.> Bad examples are not to be followed, but avoided, Li advised as he moved a piece. And it need not be only one way or the other. Let it be bothwisdom and laughter. That way you will add more bright scales as well as further depth to your already shining self. AhI see your smilethat is what the world is about. Thatandgottcha!youre in perpetual check here Li. Its a draw. So?! This fast? There, I have just illustrated one of the points we have been discussing. I have been careless and not paid attention, talking too much and letting you get the advantage, you young rascal. You are rightI cannot get out of this. I will resign and let you call it a win, since indeed you have outwitted me. The two laughed together, a sound of pleasure in each others company as David said, Thanks Li. I couldnt wait any longer. Your stake was too tempting. My poem please. Ill give you five minutes. I know you dont need any more than that. It is already composed, returned Li. Taking out a small notebook with a pen attached he tore out a page and handed it to David. Hey! complained David, turning it over, Theres nothing here. Its blank. It says volumes, returned Li. It is a silent poem, about silence, to be read silently, not to be turned into noise. Words run the risk of being read aloud. This is for your spirit. Read it wellin silence. It is indeed a creative element for sound. One can take silence and hear in itspace to be filled with happy music. Geeze! laughed the younger man. Are you smoke and mirrors or am I just a fool who knows nothing? The mirror will tell you. Look into itand be fair with yourself. As for smokeyou have cleared at least some of that away and I myself have been caught in your wise decision. If a man does not have his best friend to smoke with it is not such a pleasure. I bow to your better judgement. Hardly my call. Maybe you remember that I got conned into giving it up by my lawyer. I think she has more wisdom than Ill ever have. You are fortunate that such ones you meet know much and will share it with you. Such a flow of knowledge to draw from can only be good if you will remember it and use it well. Ill try to do more of that in future, returned David, reaching over to the vase holding the flowers Li had brought, and lodging the blank piece of paper in among the blooms. Think she taught me a lot when I was at the bay. She sure gave it to melike not to be so self-centred and take so much for granted and to remember that there are other people around besides myself, like you said, who also have a vision of what the world should be likecertainly much more faceted and noble than mine. <He has mentioned his lawyer many times now. Perhaps it is not so much that he speaks of a lawyer but of a woman. She was indeed pleasant to look at when I met her. It seems she also speaks as well as she appears, but does not take into consideration our Davids effervescent and distinctly different personality. He is not as others in his approach to most things.> Those who purport to have such knowledge, Li cautioned, Must also be most careful in what is dispensed to one so willing to learn and the student must gauge for himself what applies. Severity in teaching is sometimes not the path to take with a willing and intelligent student. Your grandmother and I have always tried to let you add your own view to things. It perhaps also has been taken for granted, as you matured into such a successful and confident businessman, that you did not need or wish to hear from us more. David looked over at Li, surprised. I hope you know I do value the help and advice you and Gram give meI need it and I want it. I know I get off the path a lot, and sometimes a friendly kick in the butt is exactly what I need to set me straight. I am deeply pleased to hear this. You have gone your own way for a long time now without our input, which has been happy indeed, but we have been remiss in not being aware that you still look for our opinionand I find that I also need our friendly discussions. Your views give me balance and inspiration. Really? Hearing that from you makes me feel much less of a fool. Edith and I have also become careless. The path is indeed beset with tigers at times if we ignore the idea that there are other, better ways, and become rigid in our own opinions. In truth, you can keep your own way, but must avoid arousing what ugliness is out there which, you have found once more, is much rougher and not as pleasant as you. Yeah, butI cant resist tweaking the tigers tail sometimes when it lies across the path like a stubborn opposing lump and wont move. Sometimes I pinch the tail and forget the other end bites. We can only hope that such encounters do not leave lasting scars and that the tweaking, if it cannot be resisted, will be done more cautiously. We are all fascinated with the tiger, but it must be handled carefully or it becomes extremely dangerous. Well, I suppose this was a bad one, and I did get careless, but maybe next time I get any such ideas Ill take a chair and a prod alongand Ill also keep in mind those who stand behind me and may not have had a chance to grab some such comparable defensive mechanism. It is perhaps better to step over the tail quietly and go away quickly, advised Li. Fallen dragons have nothing more to offer except the example of their lost valour and they are, nevertheless, fallen.
Li broke off, saying, There is a man coming David. Is this the appointment you were expecting this morning? Hes it. Been looking forward to it actuallyfor some timewith anticipated pleasure. Ah, business deals as usual now? The end of this business deal. Seeing who it was as the man came closer, Li exclaimed, Ohthat man. I will leave then, rather fast. No need toits just Jackthis wont take long, David reassured him. Well all have a drink together for the finale. I am not sure I want to drink with this man, demurred Li with something close to disgust in his voice. Todays the day to get sure, believe me. Stick around, David urged, pushing himself up from his desk. As Jack Smarten came in with his usual big up front smile David opened the meeting with, Hi-Jack. Great morning. You know Li? Oh sure. Hi Dragon Man. <That is insolent. David should not ever have made deals with this one.> Li inclined his head ever so slightly in recognition and did not reply. Got some good news for you, continued David, warming glasses under hot running water at his little bar, and setting out a bottle of brandy. Really?! There was genuine surprise in Jacks voice as he sat down. Davids usual approach had definitely never been good news for the broker. Yuh. Good for both of us, returned David, setting out the glasses and pouring the brandy. For you, Liand youole buddy. Jack was impressed. The invitation to have a drink in this office had disappeared some long time ago and it certainly hadnt included Yu Ching Li before. Heres to what has been a most interesting and educational association, came the salutation. Jacks amazement showed in his face, and something resembling the sound of a warning bell, like that of the closing on bets at the racetrack before he could reach the wicket, went off in his head as the three men lifted their glasses. And here, David told him, holding up a well-padded envelope, Is the balance of TJUTELAs accountfinished as of today. May you find another harbour as safe and generous as this one has beenand I have no doubt at all that you will. Jack sat there, stunned, and finally got out, laughing, You and your damned jokes. No joke. Its all there, David assured him. Jack blinked and took another drink. Its monopoly money, isnt it, he stated, unbelieving. Real spendable stuff here, came the reply. Pouching the envelope David took his thumb and slowly riffled the little pad of bills it contained as he held it out for Jack to see. I even included the amountwith interestwhich your membership and moorage would have been until the end of the year. Jacks eyes hit the thousand dollar bill out front and followed the rest as they flipped by. You robbed a bank oryou printed it yourself? Jack, you ole horse thief, you have mistaken me for one of your own. You should learn to deal with people as they are, not as youd like them to be. Sooner or later every sucker wakes upsome not as soon as they should. Fortunately, Im not waking up broke and in the gutter, but you sure tried. Congratulations. Youre the best bilker Ive ever had to deal withand I want that floating gin palace of yours out of heretoday. Youre making jokes again, Jack tried, with a sinking feeling in his mesenterics. I dont usually make jokes about deals. Jack stared at David and David stared steadily and happily back. It finally got to Jack that this was for real. Hey man, you cant do this! he protested. We have a contract. Hada contract. I just terminated it. Nothing in it says I cant pay it off any old timeand dont say penalties and all that, because if you take it to a lawyer Ive got a smarter one than you have. Jack didnt have a lawyer. Like David, he relied on his own brains which he thought were better than those of most lawyers hed come across, and his own intelligence didnt cost anything. Now, looking into the steady, unretreating eyes of the man opposite, he knew that this sprightly dark horse had run its last race for himand had just come across the finish linefinished. He bowed to the inevitable. <Hey manhe doesnt cheat. Its casha lot of ittake it and run.> Ohgreat. Thanks a lot David. He reached for the envelopewhich David moved quickly away from his hand. Ah ah! David hitched himself back to his desk, took out some papers, motioned Jack to come, and leaning over his shoulder indicated, If youll just sign here and mark it paid in fulland please note, I have a reliable witness standing by, who is also going to sign this. Li was pleased that David considered him reliable, but he didnt like the idea of giving this man cash because there was nothing to prove payment. He hoped Jack wouldnt be smart enough to claim non-payment in court. Everybody knew of the ongoing battle between David and Jack. Even if the signed papers were presented they might be accused of coercion and threatening. He wished David had come to him first to have a cheque issued. Never thought Id see the daybut, remarked Jack, signing. Right thereyeah! Okay, good enough? Done. ExceptJack couldnt resist one last swipe with his riding crop at this lovely thoroughbred which had run so well for him. Okay. Ill find a place for my boatmaybe by the end of the month. Today, Jack. Hey man, thats hardly fair to spring it on me like this! Fair?! TodayJack! Jack Smarten, never one to go out whimpingunlike the other fast buck artist who had heard a similar toast aboard the casinodidnt dump his glass onto the floor. He thought he had classalbeit of the forty thieves variety. Unwilling to show his immediate desire to count the money in front of these two, whom he also considered classy, and not wanting to lose his dignity under the circumstances, he pretended disdain for such a move, as he took the envelope David handed him and tucked it into his jacket pocket. Keeping his pride intact, he drank the rest of his brandy slowly and appreciatively, holding it in his mouth and enjoying it. Then, cradling the empty snifter in his hands to keep it warm, he gave David one of his most beatific smiles and said, Ahhh... .You always did have the best brandy around, David. How about one for the road? The laughter of three men rang out from the office and over the water. When Jack left, a bottle of Davids brandy went with him. Watching, as the man went along the wharf with a bit of a jaunty swagger, Li told his friend, It is not wise to make enemies David. Oh, hes not an enemy. You might say weve been opponents in a chess game, and he had a well thought out game plan and paid a lot more attention to the moves than I did up to nowand Ive had to pay a lot of money over time for my carelessness. Actually, Im going to miss him like a tick which was tucked into a sensitive place, but I kind of got used to him. He kept my adrenalin running and my senses on constant alert. I have a sneaking admiration for that low sneak. One must look to the future in these matters. Ive looked, Li. Jacks just a larcenous leech, not a knife man. Hes a survivor like I am. Granted, he has a different way of operating butwhen we hit bottom we push ourselves back off, and right now I think Im bottoming out along with him. Probably, if we meet somewhere in the future, well have a drink and laugh about all the ways he cheated me, and hell probably tell me about a few I havent even been aware ofand then hell try to take me again. Li was surprised to hear what he considered to be such an astute analysis of the situation, but caution still came to the fore. I would have wished you had given him a cheque instead of cash. There is no real proof of payment. One does not trust such a one with such a large, clean amount. David started to laugh. Rest easy Li. Like he said, I did print some myself. I switched envelopes behind his back when he was busy signing. You have cheated him?! asked Li in utter disbelief. Not a bit of it. For a moment I thought hed look at it right here, which would have spoiled some of the fun but, knowing him, I figured his phony uptown act would get the better of him. Now just wait. As soon as he gets aboard his boat hes going to sit down, pour himself a drink of my good brandy and, to make sure I didnt do him like he would have done me, hell take out my funny money to count it. Its got my face on it, sticking out my tongue and waggling my fingers in my ears. When he sees that hell have a fit, and then hes going to come charging back in here screaming obscenities like the crud he is and try to slug me, and thenafter he and Ulf and Gurth have all calmed down a bit and Ive picked myself up from the floor from laughing too hardIll give him this nice, documented bank draftandI know Im a sucker, butmaybe Ill let him stay until the end of the month. You must not shock me like this, Li admonished with a shaky laugh. I did not see the switch. Sorry, Li, but its not supposed to be seen. Have to keep my fingers limbered up somehow dont I? I just had to get at him, after all this time of his working me overand I said I dont usually make jokes about deals. Couldnt resist it this time though. Yuhhere he comes already. Maybe thisll teach that cheap horse punter not to screw an honest poker player. Watching the furious, red-faced man stomping toward the office, Li opened his eyes wide. I am pleasantly surprised, he told David. If you should keep seeing through clouds in this fashion I will be asking you for help and advice. I doubt it Li, I doubt it, returned David, laughing and laughing. Li felt the role of mole he had come in with had been well fulfilled. <We should no longer be concerned for our young joker. He is still very much the impulsive, carefree one, who has tripped on his own shoelaces and feels betrayed by the worldbut he is already preparing to go out and try it again. He is what he is and he will certainly recover his good spirits soon. He is even now showing some of his usual good humour.>
- - - After Jack and Ulf and Gurth had calmed down and Jack, crestfallen, had retreated with his real payment, David, still laughing, told Li, Thats a happy end to a horrible beginning. Li laughed too, saying, You have surprised me again. You have produced money from air once more. Just one of my stashes which I couldnt get at due to restrictionsthe last one I had. Good thing it was a big one, because I was getting pretty thin in the cash department. Winning my case was an outcome Id almost given up on for awhile there before Rose Hold came along. Wasnt it great that she got me court costs and damages too? That sure helps. I am so glad it has worked out well, smiled Li. Now we must think of things which are beautiful and belong in this beautiful day. The sun is for the flowers. Have you noticed they are all around us? Oh yeah! Remember the broom blooming at Shalisa Creek Bay when you were up that way, Li? Yesit must be at this season they are out, I remember? Truly, that is a place paved with gold at such a time. Yuh. Total mother lode there right now. Just realised, this trip, how the broom has such a hold on the rock cleft we line up with to get through the Gap. Strength and beauty. Formidable. Ah, some flowers which look so fragile have strong roots. Have you also noticed that the cherry trees are blooming? Your grandmother has asked Ana and me for dinner this evening. Oh? She didnt say anything to me about it. Perhaps that was because you had left so early this morning and the plans had not yet been made. She will no doubt call you. You have not forgotten? It is to be our usual get-together for welcoming back this fine season while we sit on the bench which circles the big Queen Anne as the fragrant petals falling give us the warming touch of a returning friend. We will drink our wine and lift our faces up and watch the petals drifting down until we are covered with the pink and white confetti of Mother Nature and then we will go in and have one of Ediths most excellent little dinners. It will be delightful. Ana will bring Chin to confound Ulf and Gurth as usual. We have been invited to come early so that we may enjoy the garden and talk of things we all love. Lets see, speculated David, Thatll be poetry, art, flowers, music, good games of chase the ball and how to turn an animated tortoise into a solid, unmoving rock, garden bugs and living in the slow lane, and anything else we can think of if theres any time left over. Me too, now that I know about it. I must leave now to go and do what the world thinks is my purpose in life. It has been a long, hard path for you this past year and more, but we must not let these events become such a block in your way that it turns you from the cheerful, thoughtful and kind ways you have always followed. Let us reinforce these things for all of us this evening, beneath the cherry tree, among the flowers. I will see you this late afternoon. I know you will not forget. Bet Gram wouldnt let me, laughed David. See you then. Did your visit here help with the problem you came in with? Indeed, I believe it has solved it admirably. After Li had left, David smilingly put the chessmen and board back into the drawer, aware that the smile had been brought about by two caring people. |
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